Inner Leadership

Something ancient moves beneath the surface of everyday life.

This is an invitation to slow down and listen more closely.

A Crossing for Men

Some passages cannot be forced.

They require presence, patience, and a willingness to listen.

I offer 1:1 initiatory coaching for men standing at the edge of change—where old identities no longer fit, and the next step cannot be faked.

This work supports you in returning to the body, quieting the noise, and aligning action with truth—so your life is led from within, not from expectation.

There are many levels to this path. I have touched some. Others remain mysteries. What I offer is not mastery, but companionship at the edge.

How I can Help you

I help individuals and leaders create clarity, stability, and sustainable growth-internally and in daily life.

My work combines coaching, embodied practices, and nervous system awareness to support meaningful change that can be lived, not just understood.

This is practical grounded work designed to meet responsibilities: family, leadership, work and personal wellbeing.

I support you in:

  • Navigating transitions and periods of change
  • Developing calm, focused leadership and inner authority
  • Reducing stress while increasing resilience and capacity
  • Breaking patterns of overdrive, avoidance or disconnection
  • Integrating personal growth into everyday life

Drawing on decades of experience in coaching, meditation, yoga and therapeutic movement, I adapt the work to your unique context rather than applying a fixed method.

The aim is not quick fixes, but steady embodied change that lasts.

1:1 Coaching

€250 per session

Single sessions are available for men seeking clarity, recalibration, or support at a specific threshold.

Sessions are spacious, focused, and grounded in embodiment rather than problem-solving alone.

3-Month Coaching Container

€2000 — 10 sessions

This is a deeper commitment for men who know that real change unfolds over time.

The container provides:

  • A steady rhythm of sessions over three months
  • Space to slow down, integrate, and realign
  • Ongoing support through a defined initiatory passage

Audio practices support regulation and insight.

Guided Audio Practices

  • 10–40 minutes each
  • Professionally recorded
  • Immediate access

€40 per audio

Ideal for self-guided support or as an ongoing complement to private coaching.

About Martin Engdal

Martin Engdal

About Me

I am first and foremost a student of life—curious, listening, and shaped by experience more than theory. Teaching came later, as a natural extension of walking the path and being asked to share what I had learned along the way.

For a decade, I held a leadership role in the mountains, developing and managing a lodge that gradually transformed into a retreat center. What began as a quiet vision slowly found its way into form. The process taught me patience, responsibility, and the subtle art of bringing something unseen into reality—one decision, one season, one conversation at a time.

For over twenty years, personal development has been my primary field of study. My journey has moved through therapy, coaching, yoga, meditation, and long periods of disciplined inner work. I am certified as a Co-Active Coach through CTI, a Goal Mapping Practitioner, and a yoga teacher and therapist across multiple traditions—Hatha, Kundalini, Elemental Yoga Therapy, and Zen Thai Flow. Each modality has refined my understanding of the human system, yet none stands alone. What matters is intention and integration.

One of the most meaningful chapters of my work was starting and leading a yoga and meditation program inside the prisons of Oslo, Norway. What began as a solitary initiative grew over three years into a multi-teacher project across several prisons. I also trained other yoga teachers to work in these environments, where presence is essential and authenticity cannot be faked.

I have sat through dozens of meditation retreats and completed many courses in coaching and personal development. Each experience refined my understanding, not of perfection, but of humility.

Yet of all the retreats, trainings, and initiations life has offered, nothing has been as profound as family. I am a husband in a decade-long relationship and a father of three beautiful children—two boys and a girl. Family life remains my greatest teacher, mirror, and ground. It is where theory is tested and humility is non-negotiable.

I am self-made, shaped by both challenge and creativity. I grew up in a complex home environment, exposed early to art and expression but also a rock n roll lifestyle—my mother an artist, my father in the music business. Alongside encounters with artists in the music industry also insecurity and confusion lived. In my teenage years and early twenties, sensitivity hardened into armor, expressed through anger, being a big tough guy, and numbing through substances. Beneath it all was a lost, tender boy searching for belonging.

In my late twenties I realized that healing and change were possible, that moment everything shifted. What began as survival became an adventure in self-inquiry—one I am still on. I do not claim arrival. I value humility, curiosity, and honest practice.

Today, my work integrates creativity, authenticity, resilience training, fasting, breathwork, cold exposure, meditation, nervous system regulation, and lifestyle design. I am interested in what helps us remember who we are beneath conditioning—and how to live from that place with responsibility and heart.

I meet people where they are, and I walk beside them—not ahead